As I lay me down

As I settled my head on the fluff at 4am in the morning, surprisingly, my brain started working in overdrive. Thoughts darted ard. But since I forced sleep instead, I've kinda, forgotten.. *shrugs*


1) Have SCGS girls brainwashed themselves?
I was so ultimately sian. I searched friendster for "SCGS" under schools. *haH* and I came across many pages with the word "TAITAI" on it. Akin to my page I see.. We all want to be some taokay-neo, whether soon, or later in life, after we've made our stand as smart and resorceful women. SEE?!?- BRAINWASHED.


2) Therez HOPE for Sweet Caring Smart Romantic Goodlooker Boyfriends after all
Now, am I asking too much, you say. *I think I am, so sue me*

Anyway, friendster.. After I completed browsing the threehundred-and-forty-somethingth or eighty-somethingth photo profile on the friendster search engin, I was mad enough to browse thru my 10pages of FRIENDS! *WhoPpiE*

Oh, back to the point. I came across Jeremy's New Bombastic hairstyle on the thumbnail, and so decided to click in. Surprise Surprise Hez snazzed a girl.. The Jeremy Gan, boyish looking, popular VS Prefect that most would swoon over (but me, hez a nice guy la.. really).
Tidbit: his irc nickname eons ago was "TopGan"

My eyes settled on the testimonials... AIYOH! It was DECADENCE! Unsatisfied and wanting to check out his honeybunny (actually, it was just to see if he also left testimonial(s).. ).. HOLY COW.. He was all nectared saccharine affection.. I got goosebumps! Look how this long-time aquaintence of mine has watered down to.. *chuckle*
Happy for you, as you already know from the msg I sent immediately after..


3) I havent done shit for the MLM thingy.
Supposed to call up a family friend to sell to her some of the stock i have.. LOL. I think she knows I aint doing butt-work abt this, and shez just helping. Thank you Auntie S.H.


4) Shd I get my hair permed?
A fan of the Hair-Stick.. I always bundle my hair, and every time I release it, I fantasize abt the light curls.. hhmm.. It looks nice, but so does my natural *VERY* straight.....


5) Family, Friends, Aquaintences - Past and Present
Its astounding how many people come and go.. I dont like it.

Was out with Gary (from NYP, a yr's junior in the same course) for a long cuppa at Coffee Club express. Not that we were that close/good friends, but I guess we sometimes just need to have a good yak. And a good yak we had! Discussion flitted from mutual friends, to individual family, and also quirky shopping traits... *I will stop here or I'll end up revealing too many shocking secrets*

The main point is.. *sighz* Its astounding how many people come and go.. I dont like it
:( But such is life.


6) Then the dream bit:
I was dreaming that since my good friends were leaving us for greener pastures in Australia, I COOOUUUUULLLLDDDDD just fly there ith them for a short holiday.. before MY school term starts.. but you see, it was only a dream


~~ Some others.. that.. i've already long forgotten thru the approx. 7 hrz of slp ~~


Also, pun on the title: that might just be the song I'll sing for the 2nd audition (27June). Help, comments?