I'm a freak!!

yes. Everyone knows I'm mentally challanged. *ghahHhghG*
so excuse me.

oh wait, I meant NOT to talk abt my random mentality.... I meant to discuss my Undesirable physical state. :p

Thought I'd ask my fitness trainer friend for his opinon on these commercial gyms and which is better and all that. What got me started was this 14-day free pass to cali.. (*psst* but I've yet to go, and I doubt I'd go workout.. DUH)

Anyway.

While replying to the exchange of emails, I found myself saying this:
If not for the fact that my right side is developing more than my left side of the body, I wouldnt be so interested. I dont want to look freakish! Also, I really have to start doing something abt my injuries, and therez no better way than to keep the rest of the body fit right *groan*

uh huh.. my left side is shrinking away.
Reasons:
- For those who dont already know, my left knee is -bengko- already. Old injury from sec1. Its alot better now, but apparently, I've developed muscle atrophy, esp the thigh(I found out from Dr. -i am very bad with names-, whoz a specialist *duh again*) And I am NOT GOING THRUGH WITH THE OPERATION till its really really necessary. Coz I wont be able to dance (not like i'm very pro, but thats my only hobby)
- my left shoulder is injured as well. seems like the ligament isnt working as it should be
- I've become more logical. I use my left brain more so thus I physically use my right side more. *roll eyes*

yeah, and I'm an affirmed FREAK because, today, home all day. Kinda weirdly sick, therefore. And thought I'd touch up with finger-jobs - a.k.a chinfee lingo for paint my nails-. A

AND MY LEFT HAND IS SO LOUSY!!!!!!! I'm turning into a freak. Soon my right side will be more toned than my left!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k, did I say I was mentally challanged? See, I am not! :D