Monday, January 31

When Mr Right comes at the wrong time

Lets list down the The Sad Facts.

TIMING IS EVERYTHING, EVEN IN LOVE. AND WHEN YOU ARE NOT READY TO COMMIT, YOU COULD END UP REGRETTING IT.

----> the question, i ask myself, is "Am I Willing to Risk it.."

Am I willing to regret it, and stay uncommitted?

so far, it seems... I am. :D



Sometimes, timing rather than love decides who we end up being with - Or Without.
sad fact 1: and one can only spend the rest of one's life reflecting.. *stops short and reflects on choice of words......* guessing, rather, on who were the potentials.

But I think even if the love of one's life appears when one is single, one may not be in the right frame of mind to recognise him or her as such.
sad fact 2: I agree.. as the article reinforces further (sadfact 4).

And then love passes by.
sad fact 3: and we wont even know it? then again, i must also drive home this point- sometimes you just go beserk and think EVERY Single member of the opposite sex is THE ONE. now now, dont go there.. the realm of the Desperate Housewives (no need for me to mention men because sadfact 0 is that they were probably born with the "I am desperate" gland nestled somewhere in their brain - ok, i'm being mean. disregard this, even if i'm going to leave it posted. ;p )

... except that I was not looking for one. A boyfriend was all I could cope with then.
sad fact 4: erm... *scratch head* i dont know, seems vaguely familiar to me.... *pretends to think really hard*

I had a few painful relationships after that... served... as those rude wake up calls... realise the meaninglessness of my hedonistic high life.
eh.........
A) I dont think I fall in to the multiple failed relationship category. So far, my past *serious* relationships have taught me some important things abt myself among other things.
B) thus, my "rude wake up calls" are more of - dont muck ard with guys. they're not quite so worth it.
C) And I realise I enjoy my very "indulgent" lifestyle.
sad fact 5: I procrastinate 95% of the other "important" things in life.. like school for example.... but I cant say its entirely MEANINGLESS (?) can I. I'd be such a hypocrite if i do anyway.

Perhaps I also felt more urgency to find someone marriageable before my biological clock reached zero hour... One day, I'd wake up sick and alone when my fair weather friends flit away.
*needn't say anythin' - speaks for itself*
and more like... when I wake up, I'd be more beautiful, but its only because I committed suicide at age 25 because I wanted to be young and eligible FOR ETERNITY...... so I woke up in limbo land and faked my gutted (yeah, I gutted myself, as you gut a fish in prep for cooking - how COOOOL is THAT?!) self that everyone loved/loves me.

oh, but i think i have really good friends... :D

... should not ... settling for second best merely for the sake of getting hitched - only to regret it soon after...
sad fact 6: I agree.. so forver, therez always going to be someone better... DIE LA, Like that HOW? no need to settle... ;P

Hopefully, the best is not over but yet to be.
------------> ... is she from AC?


31 Jan, ST Life!
By Janice Wong



Current MSN Nick: FRIGGIN PISSED! NOW havta go to SCH!!! ARGH!! to settle DUMB stuff // addicted to Diamonds // yah what.. love is blind... *sigh*

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

...and then love passes by,
in the twinkling of an eye,
warm thoughts and cold dreams
things that never seem...
in its place or time,
like poems that do not rhyme
with the best of then but sing,
with a melancholy ring
and earthly delights...
oh, we put up a fight,
for freedoms we think we've lost,
but at what cost?
....and then love passes...
strolling, sauntering by..

- Acid
2nd Feb 2005