restless

As I lay, quiet... still.
I thought about you.

Confused, I admit: WHO?

The lump in my throat, stifling... breathe!
Because of you?

Confused, I admit: WHY?

Could it be; this realisation?
True? Or conjured by thy lonesome wanting.

Imagery! Logic beckons.
A niggling feeling.. Possible?
I still think not.. able evoke this restlessness?
Even through the arcane science of my, cold, heart.

Fie - fantasy.

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Because I am unable to fall aslp. Thusly, I imagine something bothering me, so i can smugly point an accusing finger.

Caffeine induced? maybe. Poetry - NO way. Hardly makes sense..

Hopefully, just hopefully; will I get my rest?

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0718am - I just recalled the events of yesterday.
* Fastest training! ~Half an Hour~ for the performance later. And it was pretty good!

* coz we had to end earlier than expected, Eddie and I had time to kill before our individual plans - we went a-walking.
Scotts Shopping centre, and a iced moccha latte treat.. and was dared to walk in town.. in a white boobtube.. which eventually i just left it at that till after Sentosa.
so if you saw someone fat chick in a white boobtube, cheapo trackpants and trusty Crumpler Weenie - That'll have to be me.

* I had class.. in the white boobtube, cheapo trackpants and trusty salsa shoes..

* Free jazz by the beach was a nice chillout time. :) MORE DANCING! in the corner. Naffie came to ask us to dance on the dance floor.. cept that he didnt know it was me until after i squinted my eyes and said "naffie?" Hes cute la. :/

* topped the evening with a very sad dinner. Could have had better. *groan*

Current MSN Nick: sucker for romance